2014 JOURNAL

My year of 2014 has taught me so many unpredictable things when  i was beyond give up with the life and try to let it go and suddenly miracle happen. It does taught me that the power of mind has an extraordinary magnetic waves (ok i guess no one understand this, just a short story i used to learn abt mind power for last 2 years and i can feel the most in 2014). I was trying to make balances around after what i've been through at 2013. Honestly i dislike my university, i feel like robot. The only thing that i like is my classmates were very nice. I regret couple of times thinking "i shouldn't follow my dad mind", "i should follow my heart and go out", "this is my life i shouldn't let him control it!". But after all, i finally tried to accept things around, facing happily the boring situation with a smile, of course with some little hopes inside (you know i often browsing some unis while i'm on my office time). I got no option except waiting for my graduation and move out from this 'dead' zone.But anyway i got good mark in university, still struggling with my time management, save money and buy some goodies. Yea life's been like that so i just go on with the flow.

June came by and it was the most amazing step that i grateful for. I moved to my favorite university which was just open in town (it was completely my life saver!!!). I mean seriously, i've been loving this uni ever since the first time i know! (i begging for him for a month, avoid him for a week just for this uni). I just quickly register on it without asking my dad, take the test and finally get into it. I told my dad abt this after i received letter from the uni. Dad allow me as long as i was still in Medan. This experience has taught me that sometimes good thing need time, sometimes we need to have a second chance because time wasn't ready for the first one. I'm not giving up on it. I'm just starting over. 

School start on September (if i'm not mistaken). Life's been pretty cool after that. I got so excited to school. I met lots of good friends and have been blessed enough to know them. October came, I met someone who share the same mind with me and i don't expected something 'big' would happen after this. but apparently, it does. Things going really crazy and turned down so fast like roller coaster. Raw love, like raw heartache, could blindside you. The voice sang on and i have lost and loved and won and cried myself to the person i am today. I never enjoy being melancholic. not until now, i think i turned into one for this past few months. Searching for a meaning, realizing how fast all this thing happen and how i wish i could turn back the time and enjoy all those little things. I could have just simply avoided from it but somehow i know its worth to fight for. I got a robust feeling and yet,i know its going to be a while but i don't have any plan at all to leave.
I never expected anything at my 19th birthday since i got a bad experience at 18th yo birthday. I thought i'm just gonna past the birthday cause i don't find something to joy for on past early months. I was wrong, good friends had turned my birthday into something meaningful and i got a big big lesson the night after it. I guess thats the thing about pain, it demands to be felt.

You don't get to choose if you get to hurt in this world, but you have some say in who hurts you and i like my choices. I know its a mistake but it still my favorite mistake. And then the line is quite but not dead. Just breathe, if it meant to be then it will be. 

And finally my favorite lesson at 2014 :

"Appreciate every little things because you don't know until its gone and something are irreplaceable"

"All dream come true, but small dreams take less time while big one require a lot more"

"Work hard in silence, let your succeed be your noise"

"Its just a bad day, not a bad life"

"When life is beautiful, say thankyou and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thankyou and grow"

ok so i finally made a book to put inside all my 100 resolutions in 2015 and i'm gonna share 20 of it. Here we go !

1.     Experience a white christmas

2.     Find and treasure something to be grateful of each day

3.     Make a charity and share happiness

4.     New lense

5.     A bouquet of rose

6.     Fly aboard and have a great vacation

7.     Find a new hobby

8.     Hit the gym for the first time

9.     Be a vegetarian for a month

10. Do a beauty post

11. Went to some concert / raving party

12. Color my hair

13. Be honest and express my feeling

14. Learn how to drive a car

15. Get a chance to try on hanbook

16. Have some light decoration for my room

17. Get myself paid well

18. Lights surprise

19. Make a speech on important event

20. Be beautiful with purpose

Photo Diary : Aceh & Sabang August 2014

Hi ! 2014 is going to end soon and right now i'm currently in J town for the countdown. well anyway i'm going to post my 2014 story soon on blog (this time should have!).

I've been going to Aceh and Sabang last August and i never thought that it will be that great experience! The place is great except you should have to cover yourself everytime bcs Aceh is a very muslim town. The food is good and i love the beach. I happen to try my first snorkling in here and i love it so much!! I love Tsunami museum i thought it was cool place. I've been going to some places that get into really bad after Tsunami 2004. There's a ship up in house and i also post a pict of broken bridge after tsunami like it was a really BIG and HUGE bridge and it was completely broken by it. The scenery is beautiful i don't doubt it and i thought tsunami do give some benefit for Aceh ppl bcs they sell a lot tsunami souvenir and something like that. I love the emping so much and we bought around 30kg before we fly back home. i know its crazy hahah. 

It was fun experience and i can't wait to share my next travel post in blog again. Goodnight!

BALI 2013

January 2014 surely is not such a great month to start my 2014. I got typhoid and i loss my weight, a lot because of it. So another worse thing come to me just now is i caught a cold and it just lost my voice for a day. So i spent my half month resting in home and hospital (i don't even wanna mention how hurt it is being injected every morning noon and night till i begging and crying to the nurse asking me for letting me out from the hospital). Man i was suck.

Enough with my unlucky starter month, my countdown new year holiday this time is in Bali and this is my second time i visit this paradise and i never getting bored with Bali. It was just perfect escape for anybody. It was hotter than my last visit. There's not much pict taken this time.

Like i see before i spent 2013 new year and 2012 new year in beaches. That would be great for this year to spent the holiday in cold, snowy place since i haven't see the real snow yet.

GOODNIGHT MY ANGEL

I got a really tiring yet blessing 2 months. Good news is i finally can feel my whole week with busy schedule which i crave so badly for almost a year when i'm in high school. Bad news is i got too busy until i forgot of took care of myself. I got no eye bag before and shit i got a big one now. My whole body ache crazily, i keep pushing my brain and feel so stress. My pores getting bigger and this is disaster for me (since i'm a skin care junkie). and the worst thing, i feel so lonely now. i miss all my friends and my high school. i cry for couple of times thinking how lovely and warm my past life was. I couldn't believe how cold the real life was. Everyone's busy with their own things without caring each other. Life was harder year by year and you will know things that will shock you. I get so stress and probably all i have to do is get out from the town for a while and relax.

SEPTEMBER JOURNAL

 

Hi. I've been thinking to share some of my monthly story in blog and finally made up! I love sharing and i love how people get inspired by some stories. So lets get started.

September is quite a hectic month for me. Since so much unexpected things happen. like wheter you like or not, you should accept it. I realize how different being in school life which i call as "comfort zone" and college life + you already being kick on the battlefield. I never thought i would really end up in this town to continue my study like for real,especially for the university that i NEVER EVER search on Google. But that doesn't mean the university is bad btw, i just keep googling others uni out from the town. But i think its still ok for my uni now. its not that bad. i finally end up being a business student which from my first choice is psychology to public speaking to law and end up into business. Life's totally complicated. You can't made up your own decision and choice. Life's puzzle. The orientation is nothing to be afraid about in here, not like other uni-es in Indonesia since they have those tradition to bully some Juniors. We just end up watching seniors singing and blablabla zero bully dude.

Its my first time working and another unexpected things happen. I don't really like my first job because it do smell a little bit of accountant blueh! But whatever i take it as my lesson for a better carrier and i totally learn hard of loving this annoying damn tables. I got so busy for this first month. There's no time to relax even Sunday! which i have a photoshoot but holy crap! I love being busy and zero complain from my mouth so far. I love working, i love busy, i love new experience, i love making money. Its quite normal for people on my age who still on fire and very ambisious. Well, i don't let my dreams down eventhou i can't aboard. Thanks to working which boost my mood for being in the town. Some nice moment for this September? Of course my photoshoot for Sutomo's fashion board with theme Halloween. Its super fun which keep me happy for now. So be hold!

Well that's complete my post for September journal. This is what i want to share for. and thankyou for reading. Off to go !

50 Random Fact

I was sitting in front of my laptop an hour ago then suddenly i started to type this things in my blog.Its my first time doing things like this and its quite fun. So lets get started :>

1. Full name : Vinnie Yeonata
2. Age : 18 this November
3.  Height : 158m
4. Weight : 46kg
5. Passionate in photography, travelling and beauty stuffs
6. I can't describe how much i love eating and i'm such a good eater
7. I love tea and Earl Grey tea is my favorite.
8. A horror ultimate lover!!
9. No teddy bear or any kind of dolls in my life. i hate dolls
10.  A huge fan of Celine Dion since i was 11
11. 3 stars i want to watch the concert so badly : Celine Dion, Taylor Swift and Bruno Mars. They have such really good voice !
12.  I dislike dog, cat, rabbit or any other cute animal. 
13. The only romantic novel i read is Twilight Saga
14. I adore Canada and Paris
15. When i was in primary i was love collecting any world famous man biography and turned to be horror and detective novel collector when on Junior High finally end up to be spiritual book collector when i was in my Senior High.
16. I can't stay myself without eating rice everyday (true Asian haha!)
17. Somehow i love watching Korean and Taiwan drama that will melt you out, well when nobody know it :b
18. Cause i just love seen as a strong with a mind woman rather than feminime clumsy girl
19. Favorite quote all over time : THIS TOO WILL PASS
20. My laziest part of the day is when i woke up and its so hard for me to do something. you know all i want is just go back to my dream again and be lazy on my bed. 
21. I love playing some fortune teller stuffs and i learned it a little and it was fun for me.
22. Totally NOT GOOD at managing my own money. but still keep learning it btw.
23. I love sitting for hours at coffee shop alone. 
24. Internet surfing like more than half of the day. who caresss
25. Talking abt my love story, i've ever fall in love twice so far.
26. I haven't been in any serious relationship before. 
27. Well maybe my worst problem on love line is i was very hard to move on and thats not really good things for yourself, i think. cause its just killing me softly.
28. I love money and i love doing business even i was in primary. is it cool for you? cause i think its cool for me (lol)
29. Being an archaeologist is actually the biggest dream that ever step into my head.
30. I hate my stomach since it was so sensitive and fuck up.
31. My inspiration of life the only and forever will ---> Ajahn Brahm
32. Favorite blogger : Gary Pepper Girl (check her web right HERE !) she's damn awesome <3 
33. Favorite magazine and TV Show : National Geographic 
34. Sometimes i wish i can work in National Geographic. like... dude its freaking COOL 
35. My bad habit? well.....i quite lazy to take things by myself so i always call my sis to take my stuffs
36. I would think of becoming beauty blogger/vlogger soon. yea really soon i hope so (been thinking of becoming one of it since 2 years ago -.- )
37. I am truly sad song listener.
38. Take me to nice place to eat or giving me some job that can brings me money is actually my mood booster.
39. All my dream is i wanna be succeed in a very young age. i think most of you will think the way i do.
40. I love presentation. its my thing.
41. I love creating new ideas and well sometimes i would think i am bank idea. 
42. Home is the best place around the world and i truly agree this!!
43. I hate rain.
44. Favorite color : red, blue, black, white. 
45. The best gift you can give for me is books, skin care stuffs, gadget, bags, and good food :D
46. All my life i was craving to watch Aurora with my bare eyes in Canada or Alaska land.
47. History and mythology L-O-V-E-R
48. I hate math.
49. I have two bff who knew me very well and truly accept all my good and bad inside me.
50. I HATE CHEESE
    

School life

School life may gives you any sweet,bitter,fun,hate,friendship,love inside. You may hate the school life if you're still on uniform. But i'll bet you will miss every second moment at there. Don't complain until you feel it by yourself! I've ever in your position who keeps complaining abt school. I often late at least once a week and as i remember that always on Saturday! i keep complaining why we must go to school every Saturday. Saturday should be a holiday! (exactly until now). Don't you think i'm such a good student. I do fight with teachers. My problem always with math,physics, and chemistry teachers but when i step into social class i don't have any problem with teacher anymore except ONE completely (i shouldn't say it) my most craziest problem with teacher. I accidentally threw my shoe to my math teacher! Okay that was completely embrassing and insane. i remember everyone in my class is laughing like crazy except the teacher with shock,poker face. Man i tottaly felt so sorry with the teacher, but he only excluded me from the class and the next day i came to him and say sorry for many times and he accept apology. What else? i also do have problem with my boys friend. I've made 2 boys crying in high school hahahaha!! ok that was one of the funniest moment ever.

I've made good friends with some and thank god i have zero enemy until i graduated. Don't ever make enemy guys, thats tottaly such a negative impact for yourself, trust me!

Cheating when on test, yes i've ever do it of course lol. I remember we on study together for the very last test from our school. Heading to coffee shop together and trying to study.But you know when teens coming up together, but we do study, just for a little and then we playing again oh that's such a nice moment.For the national exam, yes my year has been such a huge. We got 20 type of different exam paper which completely annoying for all of us. Me and some of mates heading to one of us' house and sleepover then try to study then get up around 4AM-5AM like every morning to check out any answer (if you know what i mean :b) hahahaa that was really dramatic one. 

This picture above has been taken last day of us as a senior high student. You can see lots of camera was taken by students at the last day. Everyone's waiting for those time. Everyone's wanna have a good memories with their friends and teachers. I do cry at the last day. who don't anw. Everyone do have their own different way to their future. For those who still on their uniform on, dude you must cherish every moment at the school. Don't ever regret it cause this is one of the best moment you can bring in your life. Farewell Sutomo 1.

I'm searching for any my past picture and i got some of them. This is the senior high pict i can got. Some of us head to science class and some into social class and i'm into social class.

Some from my scrap books. Its pretty shy to share it with you guys since i'm not that good giving some thumb on the blank area.

I'm starting to make scrap book since a year ago. Actually i'm not good for any that girly stuffs. This is not my thing. But doing something you've never done before is something new. Better ever do it then never try it before.

and for the junior high which as i call as the alay time. i keep laughing when i flashback on those time. you know you've done any crazy stuffs on that time.I get my primary and kindegarten pict and i keep LOL-ing out.