what is it? the feeling that i don't realize before. i just realize that there's so much more, so much more way. in this week i found so much more new thing that i've never realize before. the way i saw, i think, i spoke. suddenly change my vision. hey baby i always make it simple. but well i try to make it serious from now on. there's a lot of memories and vision. so not pure. so complicated. the pain, misery, scream, hurt, cry.
sometimes i do play hard, sometimes i don't. eyes go white. eyes go black. sorry for myself. what did i do now? i don't know.